bsbmaggie

After being fired,i feel hopless about my life.I always think i would have a colorful summer vacation and learn more experience from the job.Nevertheless,i don't know what's gone worng that I was fired twice in this summer vacation and got nothing.This kinda situation makes me want to think in a negative way.At home,although my parents said it's ok i found no job,i can see and feel that they lose the expectation of me.
I don't care the expectation they gave me but i hate i am being nut by others.The more you expected,the more you lose.I feel...the dream is going far away from me.This thought makes me have no power to live on and keep going.Sleeping,eating,watching and searfing internet,are they all i own????Standing one the road of life,i feel lonely and see my future in mist.LIFE FIND THE WAY and how can i ???